when I can do all this

When I can speak your name without crying

When I can say I don’t love you without lying

When I can think of you and smile

When I can use a phone and not your number I dial

When I can sleep without dreams of you and I

When I can wake without wishing you were by my side

When I can think of the good times and not the bad

When I can go through one single day without being sad

When I can think of myself without thinking of you

When I can believe when you said it was over to be true

When I can once again trust the words of love I hear

When I can love again without fear

When I can think of, all we shared as good times

When the world stops being gray and the sunshines

When I can fall in love with another and allow him in my heart

When I can do all this without it tearing me apart

When I can look back on this year without seeing it as a waste

When I can kiss another and your lips I do not taste

That is when I can finally  close my eyes and not see your face

That is when all the hopes and dreams will finally be erased

Author's Notes/Comments: 

to trust, to believe and to love again.. will be a long time coming

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