poem_212_Bad?

Am I feeling depressed

Is it a form of being sad

Or something so simple

As just feeling bad



I can’t even think

Of a better word to say

On what I’m feeling

This moment of astray



This new emotion

I’ve never dealt

Filling me with something

I’ve never felt



I’ve gone so low

I’ve hit the floor

And looking back

My tears just pour



Didn’t care before

I couldn’t see when

Now I am here

Wishing to see then



I’m covered in blemish

I have scars of shame

I’ve years of neglect

And I’m to blame



What can I do

Where do I go

Maybe up

From being so low



But it seems too hard

It seems so far

To get back up

From this emotional scar



I’m so miserable here

But too tired to move

Anywhere else

Or try to improve



All because

I couldn’t see

This is what’s

Become of me







Inspired by: My last straw of self-disgust

Created on: June 7, 2008 – 0435

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