Forgotten

forgotten is the saddest word in

the english language, you live your

life trying to please others and not

caring enough about yourself. One day

out of the blue you are forgotten by the

people that meant the most to you. You

thought you had friends that cared

but you were wrong. You waste your time

trying to get ahold of them but they

are never there. Then as time goes by

you realise that they never cared enough

about you from the beginning, when you run

out of things to give and money to spend

you are abandoned and by yourself. The

pain that comes with being forgotten

is a pain that is too hard to describe. You

have an emptyness inside of you that will

never be filled. You slowly realise that

now you are on your own no one to care

whether you live or die. No one to talk

you down when you are 2 seconds of

ending your whole sad existance. No one

to laugh with,no one to protect or to

protect you. You wish for months on end

to get a call or to at least see your former

friends so you can try to make things right.

But you fail at that just like you failed at

keeping a friendship. When you lie in bed

for days on end trying to figure out where

you went wrong and why. you run out of

tears and you just become numb. Family

tries to help but to no avail, they

tell you everything will be ok

but you know they are lying. They knew

how much your friends meant to you

and how much you tried to please

them at every turn

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