Diseased

slice

cut

tear

knaw

bite

scratch

destroy



give it all for good things

hope up for nothing

breaking down what was once

built so high



ignore good advice

push away the once good friends

leave the true one alone

give it all away



rip into me again

take the good things i had

dig up the old memories

i wish it didnt hurt



My life was worth something

had it all

no worries

straight ahead course



Plans fall through

good things go away

defy the odds

push for more



make up the happy words

never let the bad in too deep

push away everything negative

nothing can stop it now



Wishing she could see it

could watch it bleed

could see the scars

could see the tears



I'll hide behind my disguise

pretend to be happy

pretend to not let anything in

pretend to not have a care



My only care is her

my only reason is her

my only purpose in life is her

my only desire is her



but she doesnt see it...

....

ever

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