He's Blinded

There she was lying on the floor
Waiting for a reason to cry some more
"The worst war with herself"
Is another chance to save upon that shelf
She fooled him again, but she wasn't so slick
The way she cried was pathetic,and worse it made me sick
However, he did what wasn't fair
He took all what wasn't there
And all what made sense made no change
And all what had its tense made no rage
She had her own "empty fears"
That controlled and steered
That spread and teared
His heart and everything..
He... he was something
And the obsession I had to know him better
To know all his clothes and every sweater
To know all the details
The person behind all these emails
Was very loud
But he couldn't tell, it had no crowd
What made me laugh
Was her biggest shame
It was never in half
And she's the one to blame
There was no reason for him to feel confused
It was so obvious he was being used!
I was certain he would understand
And that eventually she would be holding his hand
But where do I fit in?
Wasn't I always there for him?
It all comes back to that same old image in that frame
That made me suffer made me mad made me insane
But does he know I was there?
Does he know I over care?
It burns when I see them together
She has them moves so sneaky so clever !
Why wont he open his eyes and see
That what he wants from her
Is forever in me!
Now .. I'll walk away
I know there will be pain to pay
But I know there would be more pain if I chose to stay
Eventually I'll bury my ache, and find an exit to sail away
And cut my stranded thoughts to what unlimited form of feelings I gave..
One day I'll say my farewells to my oldest game, to my oldest friend, and to my oldest fake ..

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