What is it that lifts me up
About denial?
All those pictures in my head
Ever worthwhile
Lingered
Til the singer in question
Put the thoughts right out.
Left me in the cold
With zero hopes
And doubts that count up to infinity and beyond!
Buzz fucking Lightyear
Couldn't skyrocket
To where my expectations dawned.
And no goddamn meteor
Could plummet to the earth depths that I have
With all the crushing sounds of my unfinished song.
"Shut the fuck up"
I say to myself
Pick yourself the fuck up
And show this world
That they don't know a Hell
Until you've passed like storms
With all your sorrow-fury through it's fucking prison cells!
Free every emotion inmate
Bound by locks and walls and dinner bells
And let collective inner yells
Gather in pockets
Til they overflow
And shroud this fucking world
In all the gleams my eyes once held.
Since turned to lust for every body that exhales
A stressful sigh
At nearby pubs
Where all I'm built to do is go and lie.
Buy myself a bed to share
And coat your fucking sighs.
Pretend I care
About your stupid ex
And sink into a dream
Of sultry stupid sex.
Fuck those insecurities right out.
Breathe on each other
And leave at the turn of a dime
For another
In due time...
Can you feel the ways
I rhyme
Into your pants tonight?
Who cares?
Let's both just shut the fuck up.
Do your little dance tonight...