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A wish that would never come true
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January 2007 Confusion and pain is all that I can find
As I search for happiness that is one of a kind
I wanted out, I wanted a change
However I didnt want my heart to be locked in this cage
My heart and soul melted from his smile
I had seen life again through the eyes of a child
I started living in denial
when things had gone beyond control and my feelings had run wild
He was the only one for me or so I had thought
He taught me how to smile when I figured that I had forgot
People and feelings can grow so cold
After time words and feelings grow so bold
I loved him and he had my whole heart
Until the waiting and the distance tore my world apart
His fears and insecurities got the best of him and we'd go through this back and forth cycle
He has put my heart through a lot of hell, locking me up inside this shell
Maybe it is best if I just forget
Hand in the towel and call it a reset
Say goodbye to me and you
Say it is over, forever adieu
My heart will never again be complete
It will never be able to mend,
all I feel is constant defeat
It is like I lost my very best friend
Still so confused and full of pain
I only wished for it all to work out for once
But I guess it was a wish,
that would never come true
