What The Pain Has Become

The Pain has become a Secret

That I don't want to share

It keeps my heart going on beating

but it tears me from limb to limb

The pain has become a knife

that i used to cut myself every night

locked in my room so tight

I am hidden by the lack of light

The pain has become my covers

my unforgiving mask

the one i hide my tears behind

so I can go on with all the days tasks

The pain becomes a murderer

it becomes a deadly sin

it is never forgiving

of who I am within

The pain has become heavy

a burden to my soul

it keeps gnawing at me

leaving another gaping hole

The pain never kills me

it just tears me apart at the seams

it leave me empty and broken

and kills all of my dreams

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