What Makes It So Hard?

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June 2007

What makes it so hard to love me?

What makes it too hard to even try?

Is it that I am undeserving?

Do you even see the tears I cry?



What makes it so hard for you to care?

At first we had something great but now I am scared

Now is when I need you the most but you are never there

So if I am forced to go on without you I am unprepared



What makes it so hard for you to stay?

You make all these promises to never leave that you cannot seem to keep

You stay long enough for me to get attached and then you walk away

and since you have gone, I havent gotten any sleep



What makes it so hard to look me in the eye?

Is it because you feel so ashamed?

I kept on caring, I gave us another try

I cannot believe that I am the one that got blamed



What makes it so hard for you to keep going on?

Why would you have the only choice of letting go?

Do you think I will ever be strong?

I will die without you, just so you know



Why is it so hard for you to love me?

Why is it so hard for you to care?

I wish you would give me the reason, so I could see

Even if the reason was not right or fair



Why is it so easy for you to just let go?

Why is it so easy to say goodbye?

The reason I just wish to know

Was our love just a lie?



It must have been a lie...

If you so easily let our love die..

Author's Notes/Comments: 

6/24/07

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