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December 2006

Deafening silence is all around

on this solemn midnight

Such a moonless dark

No stars hanging high

Spreading sorrow and lies

As all the hate is being found

By the shackles I am bound



Crimson tears fall down my fevered cheeks

Awakening at midnight from all the nightmares

Chasing me in my sleep

Heart beating rapidly through all of the pain

Can I be freed from the chains?



Cannot find a reason to go on breathing

Arms outstreched

Longing for someone to fill them,

To show me I am no longer alone

To take me in and heal this heart that is slowly not beating

To take me to a real home



Your around me, but why are you not by my side

Are you ashamed of me, is that the reason you hide

Am I really that hideous

An ugly disgrace smothering my own being



Days go by and I become more alone

More broken and cold to the bone

Dying inside by know it is too late for salvation

My spirit is too frost- bitten to be able to survive

There is nothing more inside that can be given



Screaming lies...

Screaming my love for you

Arms wide open waiting for that one embrace

The delicate touch of the one I love, that one special grace

But when will I feel it

How long do I have to wait

I will go on bleeding till that day

You won't hear my painful cries

So I will keep on trying to survive

Praying all the while that I don't die

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