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*Sigh*
If I could express my feelings
Immensely I would tell you how deeply I am wondering
what’s goin on?
I have not heard the subtleties of your feelings for me
nor the faint laugh that escapes your lips
I feel a strange familiar feeling some might as express as absence
there is an absence of you in my daily routine
but maybe that's it....
maybe I have gotten you too deep within my depths
maybe I have allowed you to make such an impression on me that I have no clue how to react to the absence of your presence
in my life
I wonder....
Had you never appeared in my life would I be this effected?
Had our paths never crossed even for this brief moment would it matter?
If I never took you seriously would you be significant in my life?
The answer...
maybe
probably
possibly
who knows?
Obviously I am feeling something that I normally wouldn't
I have given my emotions free course to roam, to experience, to explore.....
Yet I can't stop thinkin about you and wondering if this minor fall out was somehow my responsibility
was it my shortness of words?
was it my heart's way of keeping us safe?
was it my brief disdain for love?
or was it none of the above?
I believe that if it's destiny it shall be
because nothing either one of us do can change the master plan
No matter how hard and long and strong I build up a wall
within a second
it can all crumble into grain
and form into the predestined structure it was originally mapped out to be
So....
humbly I surrender
I give up......
*sigh*
I give up
