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Lately
I been feeling the finality of our eternity
ending right before me
sealing the fate to what I thought
would last forever
but
just as petals on flowers wither and die
so must this lust
we cleverly disguised as love
this entanglement of lies, deceit,and mistrust
all the ingredients we mixed together
to be a divine delicacy
now like putrid, rotted meat
not pleasant to the eyes or the senses
just rancid, spoiled, over its prime
this time it's over
time to move past
time to leave the past in the past
so
what must be done about this
disgusting pile
left to die
must it linger until the smell alone induces vomit?
must we keep this overflowing pot
boiling and bubbling until the lid pops off the top
Now
I am left to clean this beautiful mess
with my bare hands of love
I have cleaned every nook and crane
until it is so clean
you can eat off of love's kitchen floor
I must take the furniture and sand it down until
it's so smooth
that it stands alone as the most beautiful piece in the whole room
so if I can poetically speak on how this is effecting me
It will allow you to close your eyes
and listen with your heart
and understand with your eyes
why
it must be this way
my shattering heart
now fully assembled again
is ready to beat
pump blood back into a once lifeless body
now ready to start from my cocoon
waiting until that wonderful day
when my wings form
then my colors enter
and i transform into a beautiful , dainty, butterfly
I fly
High
into the sky
away from this world
since I can't escape from this world physically
I will lyrically bust out from this prison
I will no longer be your prisoner serving a life sentence
in the Lust County Victims Facility
Prisoner 1Love2Strong4You
is now
out on bail
with the condition of not returning to the scene of the crime
I can now free myself of all thoughts of you,us, me & we
and move on emotionally
because now
I'm
free
