Feelings For A Friend Part III

Thoughts swarming like a bunch of busy bees

Hard at work

flying to and fro

collecting their nectar for the harvest

These same actions collect in my mind

haunt me all day

terrorize me all night with beautiful nightmares

wake up with sweet misery thinking of you

I would love to love you,

the way you deserve to be loved.

Treat you like a king

as you treated many unworthy queens before me.

I feel with all the time winded up,

clocks that can't be turned back,

nor the time regained

questions lie in between the lips of my intertwined thoughts

tangled up like the butterflies in my stomach

They flutter,

floating around

making me laugh

with joy I await you,

with anticipation I love you

with love I embrace you

I feel a sense of security with you

I feel safe, knowing I will not be harmed

For once I feel

Free

nothing holding me captive but your

warmth, kindness, and these emotions

too sweet and strong to let go.

But I keep fighting and struggling and denying and trying and attempting and accepting.....

that's it acceptance

Acceptance rather than denial

will loosen the grip your love has on me

I tell myself, "I can't want you"

but I do

sometimes I don't want to

but most times I do.

That's it...

I'm so comfortable with you.

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