Reason Why

I was desperately searching,

Constantly yearning.

Motivated, devastated.

Stressed out, passed by,

Lied to while being looked in the eye.



I was taken for granted,

Needed, never wanted.

Neglected, disrespected,

Walked over, stepped on,

But you can't blame me for tryin.



I was passive aggressive,

Manic depressive.

I was so gay, was so glad,

But I put a face on, I was so sad.



Your love was never aro-o-o-ound,

Your love beat me to the gro-o-o-ound.

Your smile was so thin, was so sweet

It was your eyes I fell for in one heartbeat.



My heart you broke,

And on my tears I choke.

There WAS a reason why

I had to say goodbye.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

9/2/00- finally finished it. Dedicated to Steve. :D Better luck to both of us (separately) in the future.

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