Naked for the Last Time

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Hating Him

I’m a virgin

In more ways than one

But I feel you have

Taken advantage

Of my desire for you.



I let you into

The secret corners

Of my mind, my body,

Places no one has

Ever trespassed



I wish you’d stop

Accepting

My lust-traced invitations,

Adorned with

Masks of warped identities.  



I was only

Out to seek your approval

As if in receiving it

The mirror would

Forgive me as well.



But you had to

Scratch me from

Your memory

With diligence,

Yet with too much ease.



Now I find my pleasure in pain

Though I should know

Better by now

That each tiny flash of you

Is followed by a surge of tears.



My nakedness

Leaves you unfazed  

Not realizing how

Unsettled it makes me

For months afterwards.



I always knew I was only

Building myself

Up for disappointment.

I’m so tired of

Surrendering myself to you.

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