Monologue of Monotony

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Thoughts on Life

This is my monologue of monotony,

The soliloquy of my solitude.

In a state of perpetual boredom,

I meditate on my current attitude.



Presently, I stand behind a partition

That separates me from society.

Like a recluse, I’ve been cast away

For willingly giving in to anxiety.



I’m determined to surrender to this

Isolating, yet comfortable zone.

I’ve conformed to the reasoning

That I’m better off left alone.



In all my loneliness, I cause myself

Emotional pain by my own volition.

My perspective on life is beyond repair,

In the ending stages of demolition.



Like a cavity, I’m decaying away

In this self-generated corrosion.

Like a bomb, I’m counting down

The seconds until my explosion.



I’ve distanced myself from the world

And I've hid myself behind this veil.

When I uncover my face, I see how

My complexion has become so pale.



If you reach out to check my pulse,

You will find I’ve lost my vitality.

My lifeless corpse is all that remains,

But in the end, I'm just another fatality.

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