How Confused I Am

You have done so much for me;
Yet, I do not understand;
Why I cannot show you how free
And clear you make me feel if I can?
I do things beyond my ability;
I just want you to take my hand.

You say you just want a friend,
But in my heart I will be lying
To myself because I don't feel that within;
I feel like just crying,
Because I don't want to pretend
And I'm not going to start trying.

I long to be something more
That is my only intention;
I would rather be ignored
Because you don't care about descension;
You are the one who I adore,
Thus, I have mentioned.

I am telling you the truth
Because I really do care;
Love can fill you with pride, then ruth;
And then again, it be unfair;
If you need me for a pain to soothe,
I am as good as there,
To deliver kindness and care...

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