I Crumble Inside

I crumbled inside,
When you said you hated me;
I crumbled insided,
Because I upset you unsatedly.

As unexplicable as it has seem to be;
Still today, I crumble insided,
Because you are not here to hold me
Through these lonely dusk I've cried.

It was not so far back or long ago,
I lost my chance of making an us,
Because I was not willing to know
Any components to dignified trust.

I crumble inside,
When he French kisses you;
I crumble inside,
Because I'm one who misses you.

When you held me and beg me to stay,
I told you aggressively to let me go;
Now, I regret that very day today,
Because I had an obnoxious ego.

At this very instant, I cannot lie down,
And I see on what I missed out;
I wish I would have not made you frown,
Because all I do is cry this out.

I shall crumble inside,
When you are content with his touch;
I shall crumble inside,
Because you abhor me so very much.

I crumbled,
I crumble,
And I shall crumble...
Due to my ego and its tumble.

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