TRYING TO DISCERN

 

 

Trying to discern

                   a difference

          in the

 

            poetry

 

               I write

 

            and the poetry

                  I feel

 

       I stumble upon

       a demented twist

       of subtle emotion

 

            motif of outreaching

                               hands

            and making it

                 to the dawn

 

                  begin to surface

 

                       though I know

                                  each day

 

            I shall rise

                    to indifference

 

            Unhappy work

                                for fear

                             of starvation

 

             earn money

                  for the power

               of consumerism

 

                I miss take

                    hollow satisfaction

             fake gratification

 

                 for a genuine joy

 

              Masturbate

                      on illusions

                              of grandeur

 

                   swept away

                         by alienation

 

                 No I am not

                             alone

                  though it sure

                         as Hell feels like it

 

                 as MTV

                     humanoids

                              parade before me

 

               extolling the virtue

                               of their emptiness

 

               as hysteria

                    proclaims thought

                              a narcotic

 

            deadlier than crack—

                          indeed!

 

                 It might lend

                            my rebellion

                         a once noble

                              trade

 

                 now lowered

                       to the level

            of Neanderthal

 

                 Primitive, yes

 

                    like a shaman

                        perhaps

 

              dance around

                          the fire

                  chant, chant

 

            sing and chant

 

                like the wind

 

                    to tom-tom

                      of emancipation

 

suppose the rising sun

                 motif

              would be

                 quite overworked

 

              about now

 

                 opt instead

             for setting sun

 

                    and a good night’s

                                sleep

 

             hope ethereal dreams

 

                     illuminate

                            my

                   unconsciousness

 

9/28/1988

 

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