(The title of this poem is a riff designed to illustrate that I haven’t forgotten who Nietzsche was.)
well, it is getting
to be
one of those years
when the breaks
just don’t
go my way
I think of all
the bad things
that have happened:
job instability
female rejection
on a regular basis
cuz of my inability
to be interested
in the right ones
at the right times
hours altered,
unfair reprimands,
business lost,
weight gained
in spite caloric reduction
hairline even thinner
hasn’t been
a year of the roses
by any stretch
of the imagination
so why the smile?
you may ask
why the euphoric giggle?
Well, we mustn’t forget
the good things
the return of the muse
and the long awaited jaunt
to the Continent
and eyes focused straight ahead
I see quite a few silver linings
and the road I travel
does occasionally hint of gold
I have survived
I am still alive
And well and rocking on
I have improved greatly
What more reason
do I need than that?
I am better
than I was
a year ago today
That is, finally,
enough to make me smile
9-6-95