Tears roll down my face
as I witness the harsh reality
of the life I lead
The poetic flame sets off sparks
that I sometimes can not control
I realize the poison they’ve been
feeding my soul
Mind numbing rhetoric rolls off their tongues
and rebounds
through my central nervous system
and I suffer from a breakdown
I collapse from pressure
and lay underneath the blade
I am war weary and unable
to carry on
I reach out for the stars but
they remain elusive; out of
my grasp
The heaven above merely
taunt me in my failure
I can not ever attain
The stars above in the sky
so I’ll have to continue to face
this harsh reality below
March 14, 1986