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Hating Me
I hate you for never giving me your whole heart
I hate you for making me feel like shit
I hate you for making me feel like nothing
Like I deserved nothing better
Like I could have nothing better than what I deserved
Which was, shit,
Nothing
I hate you for making me feel like you had to be forced to do anything that was important to me
I hate you for me believing that that was normal
I hate you for the infectious creation of my dysfunctional view of myself
Unworthy of Self or any type of love
Unworthy of joy or any type of happiness
Unable to distinguish between Love & Abuse
Because Abuse was my normality & Love always hurt
In my world abuse was love and love without abuse was
Abnormality.
He can't love you if he doesn't hurt you
If he doesn't hurt you, he doesn't Love you
He doesn't love you
He doesn't love you
Because you are unLoveable
Because you are worthless
Because you will never amount to anything
BEcause you are nothing
Because you are nothing
And I hate you for making me hate me.
