what happen to me

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my fucked up head

What do u want me to say???
Im not going to apologize
Im not going to ask for ur forgiveness

What im feeling has nothing to do with u
Just give me time,
i have my issues to resolve.

I do admit i was pist that night.
We both acted stupidly and childish.

But thats not wat concerns me today.

..............

This weekend i had to get away...
I needed to centered myself....
But wat i found was nothing...

The calm never arrived
Instead i was hit wit....more loneliness n confussion.

I love u for trying,
But truth of the matter is its not enough something is missing.

I want happiness
I want to be careless n free
i want to really smile
to really laugh....

This weekend i opened my eyes...
I dont remember when was the last time i really laughed, the last time i really smiled.

What happen to me?
............

Like i said this has nothing to do with u....
i just need space...

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