Lost in nowhere-land

a hole to my schedule
has given me the time
to look for who I am
yet I can't seem to find her.
constantly whirling without a care
I must find a place to be
where it can be just me
but I'm afraid of living
and my mind getting lost inside my thoughts
racing through the emptiness.
I'm not sure if it's me inside my head
if that makes sense, I can't imagine
the words to spill in reality.
day dreaming constantly
I don't mean to stare
but not dreaming nor thinking
just not being there.

this space, has become space
where I sit and wonder who i was
who I am, or if I will be
me.

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