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I live not for my self no i Live for the one Woman i once loved.

she died in my arm´s, drew her last breath in my arms, and gave me her final words.

i have wished to die for as long as i can remember.

suffering from birth,treated as if i shuld not have been born.

a pedofile for one parent. and the most awsome mom i culd ever ask for as the other.

"suiciders go to hell",maby?what i saw can not be writen and it might be from nothing more then loss of air.

but i Woved not to die.

-: Gabe´riel D. Wolfengard

I Promiss, Swear and Vow to her "I shall not Die" by my own will or the will of others.

I will Live with the loss of all i hold dear, My love My World and my Reson.

My Sanity? i never remember having one.

thats why im still here, not dead but still not fully alive,.

People may think me and old man but no.

I am no older then 20 years of age born on the 22 of agust 1990.

and i have loved and lost love.

seen friends live and die.

and stood on the brink all my life

-: Gabe´riel D. Wolfengard

Here i stand once again on the brink of sanity and madness.

Here i stand once again on the bring of finding my way and being lost.

Here i stand in this dream i have every day, seeing the loss of my world and the begining of a new one.

This dream is my nightmare incarnated.

I must awaken but still not becuse i will lose her once more.

I am torn in all ways possible.

I stand, falling and drowning.

All in this dream, i am bapthisted in blood of the maiden godess of sunrise, Aurora.

The name of my Godess whom gave me purpus and life.

I once again fall into the deepest parts of my soul and face my self.

Batteling to stay alive, sain and to stay away from the Blood crazed monster whom is a part of me i have acsepted.

Acsepted but not freed.

-: Gabe´riel D. Wolfengard