Spiraling

Free flowing life movement takes me up and down,
spiral bound, full circles made,
placing us all in the same place we were before,
but in a different state...

A year passed,
I found myself where we planned to spontaneously stay,
just passing through with the bit of you left with me,
a piece of us we didn't plan
manifested during that same time span,
a little over a year spiraled back...

5 years before that,
by the sea and in front of a sign, I sat,
only 20 minutes from where your origins lay...
a picture was taken, the signs pointing your way
and little did we know what destiny had in store,
5 years spiraled forward...

20 years ago, my life duplicated a divine event,
that for a girl of 9 may have meant life or death,
but God and the angel he sent chose to intercede...
spiral back 4 years, and a boy of 9 falls back,
a divine hand slows the fall's speed,
the precedent event to a similar future memory...

Spiral forth 24 years and past a few tears,
confusion, poor choices, good decisions,
and some positive experience, and now we're in the present...

A point in time along a spiraling life,
aiming to spiral higher towards Heaven's heights.

I am free flowing thoughts of me,
but also realizing that before you came along,
some part of you was already a part of my destiny...

Though your being is not near me physically,
whether or not you return,
the essence of you still lingers along
my path and forever in my memories...

Aside from the obvious point in time when our paths did at first intersect, and the obvious result that you've decided to neglect, I can still look at the positive and understand, at least God has verified once again that life is a spiraling path, and your presence has reminded me of that...

So thank you, dear loved, now gone, almost right for me man.

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Random free flow venting thoughts exercise, on a drive through Tahoe.

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