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Is it worth it?
I am not looking for reasons
not to be your friend
I’m just not willing to fight the demons…
to be seen as someone who betrayed…
When I didn’t.. because I wouldn’t…
It’s because I cherish you and I deeply care
And I would never! Never cause you hurt…
But assumptions in someone’s head.. are out of compare
Out of control.. full of despair!
When you don’t know, you fill the gaps without question
When you don’t know… you assume the worst
When you don’t know, you eat your soul without hesitation
When you don’t you.. piece by piece… your heart breaks…
I was betrayed and I know..
the thoughts keep running, it never stops
It’s an ocean of agony, self doubt
and tears that drop
It’s feeling unworthy,
it’s “ am I not good enough?”
And I know our friendships is so pure..
but it can’t be pure if it’s a secret
You were my stud, you were my cure
but for your sake I must admit it..
put the losses to compare…
I lose a friend… that; I can’t bare…
But you lose a friend, a life and you destroy your haven…
So tell me friend… is it worth it!
