Pull the trigger

I went out today
and heard a song
of when we were together
it pulled the trigger
I saw that place
that we often used to visit together
I tried not to remember but
it pulled the trigger
of what we once had
before it all went bad
often life doesn't make sense to me
I feel like I'm on an island all by myself feeling lonely
try to ignore it but it doesn't matter
the 5 senses always trigger what's in my imagination
of the past, places, faces they leave traces
It's just a matter of how I remember them
with a smile but all the while
I could never touch that dial
you know why
so no matter how hard you try
I gotta keep my distance
everyday resistance
Pull the trigger
now your dead to me
what I thought we were
was only in my head
gotta let it be
so don't come back for me
no more living those lies
bad intentions lead to
an unforgettable goodbye...

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