I failed you

I could of done so much better
I could of been so much more
I could of been there
Instead you got shown the door

You treat me like I was one of your own
You treat me like a queen on a throne
I should of shown you I care
I really should of been there

You were taken away from me
All too soon
I should of shown you how much I care

I should of been the daughter you always wanted
I should of not taken our time for granted
I know I always took the whole bed
I know I should of listened to what you had said

I should of been more
I should of better and now this regret lives with me forever
I have no exuses not even reasons
I was appauling and I cannot deny this

Your life is now gone, out like a light
I hope that your soul has burst into flight
I hope that your happy
I hope that your well

Be safe now Mum
Now your gone II'm so sorry that I failed you and deserved so much better
I should of done so much more when you were here
I know I failed I shed this tear
The remorse sets in
I should of been better and I wasn't I am unacceptable

I am so sorry that I let you down, I should of tried a whole lot harder
So unfair is life, those that love us are taken from us all too soon
Yet we learn so much or at least realise so much.
I wish I could turn back the hands of time to right things but it's too late and there is nothing I can do about it now.

Don't forget to appreciate those that love and care for you, yes you may have arguments and maybe fall out but remember all that they've given you and taught you.
Once they are gone, you can't say sorry, you can't say goodbye.
You can only remember the good times and try to forward.

I should of done more
I should of been more
I wasn't and I can't be now

But your safe now in the arms of the angels
Hope you find peace
I hope that your safe, well and happy.

It's come as such a shock it just wasn't expected
Why do bad things happen to good people?
I know they say everything happens for a reason, but what is the reason for this?
Why?!
What good can come of this?
Every cloud has a silver lining they say... Really, are you sure? Not sure I can see it right now, will I ever be able to?

I don't think anyone was ready...
I can't take back words I never said
I can't regret arguments we never had
I can't apprciate the time we have only the time we had
I can't take back the things I never did
Is it worse to regret what you never did or regret what you did do?

Just feel sadness, just feel hurt
Just feel like a piece of dirt
So ashamed, so in pain
The only good thing was you didn't suffer

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Goodbye Mummy Lin
Hope your at peace now

Trying to take some positives away from all this

I don't think anyone was ready to say goodbye

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