shattered mess

This shattered mess

that you see

is everything that’s become of me

nothing left but shallow hopes

nothing left but shattered dreams

its everything that you can see

i try so hard to hide it all

so that you don’t have to worry all

I lock my feelings away in my heart

just so that nothing will fall apart

I make myself numb

so nothing else can hurt

i walk along the edge

as death is a flirt

looks so good

causes pain

want it bad

but nothing to gain

i see so much

but i do feel nothing

all that I cannot hide

brings the urge of suicide

i fight this urge

so to not commit my demise

nothing at gain

nothing to prevail

this shattered mess

is all that’s left

all that’s left for all to see

Author's Notes/Comments: 

written: 2007/07/19
krista Higgs

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