i see you now
you try to hide
behind those dark
vacant eyes
but dont you know
that over time
ive seen right through
to whats inside
and from what ive seen
its hideous indeed
full of untrust and anger
hatred and greed
but these things that i speak of
you hide them quite well
no one knows what goes on
in my personal hell
no one hears the screams
the daggers you throw
with words razor sharp
might as well slice my veins
but when the door opens
and the daylight breaks
and the marks from last night
are dried tears on my face
its then that you smile
dress up and play nice
i want to tell them all
you really are vile
but who would believe me?
a child lost in dreams
a child that speaks her mind
a child with ripped seams
no, they'd just laugh
'silly girl' they'd say
'doesnt she know
shes been given the world?'
maybe they're right
maybe its true
but i would rather have earned it
than to accept it from you
and to think that through all
of your bullshit and lies
I was the one
who stuck by your side
so yea, go ahead, throw me away too
burn another bridge, you always do
and think of me next time
that you're handing out lies
and look at my face now
these tears have dried
so how does it feel
to know you cant hurt me?
i dont really know
if this is how you wanted it to be
but this is how it ends
im done with this pain
so with nothing left to lose
and everything to gain
im packin my shit
dont wish me well
have a nice life,
ill see you in hell