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Soon
Everything seems so lost that even my tears don’t cry
All is silence within my heart that lies deep inside
I’m waiting for something that I know will be there
If I ever need those reassuring words of care
From a friend
You don’t understand how I really want it to be
I’m not sure you know who is the real me
It’s killing me sitting here knowing I can’t speak
To someone I want and need to see
I get those moments where I want to call
But then I forget and it makes me hate this all
I get those times where I think in my room
I sit in silence wishing this would end soon
After getting moments like this I realize
That all is kept inside my eyes
Because yes I really need you even if you don’t see it or hear it
Over this time there seems to be a cover over my eyes
I can’t be happy I can’t even cry
Until that one month is over and then it can be taken off
And we can both realize that not all was lost
Just made new
Everything you told me, I know
Because that what comes with this gift we have
Everything we talk about, I know
I don't want to have to talk about what we had
This might seem like a longer time
It does especially for me
Even if you think it's harder for you
It shouldn't be
My hopes of this helping sure are high
And my wishes of it are very strong
I just hope after this is all said and done
Nothing will go wrong
I hope to have what we had before
Only with being more stronger
So we can last longer
I hope you understand
