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This holiday will take me by surprise

Although I have already envisioned it

Upon the thought of being loved this day

Somehow this won’t work its way

My mind my heart hardened

For a reason yet unknown

If someone can tell me how to undo it

I won’t end up alone

Anxious and skeptical at the same time

Wondering what the heck is going through my mind

Shadows pass over while your words sink in

I don’t know why, I don’t know why I won’t let you in

“It’s me not you” said yet enough

But can you believe this is the truth

That my heart does trust

Just not now, just not now

This holiday will bring me closer to myself

And far away from what I really need

If only someone would come shout at me

And tell me to just believe

Believe that all of this is here right now

I can’t ignore the fact my heart is crying

Screaming out loud, for the reasons yet unknown

I can’t, I won’t end up alone

Comical and jealous at the same time

Why have feelings for someone that can’t hide

Clouds cover my true intentions

I don’t know why but I lied, I lied

“You and me” are words often considered as a pair

But do you know I might not end up there?

I might be lonely for this time forward

Forever and ever