Reverse

Do you fear time?

the boredom, the nothingness,

wanting to fast forward to the drama?

to get this life over with,

always somewhere else,

in fear,

not here though are you?

in the clouds of devistation,

of past and future ejaculation,

time shows you the torture

of what it means to exist,

as it requires giving yourself

to things you can't control,

how fast does it seem?

how slow should you go?

how do you proceed, when

you can't  catch even a breathe

in sleep, the automatic mechanics

heal the body but not the mind, which

never really sleeps,

death would be preferable to life,

if we died before we lived

and knew what it was like

to be dead, to lose the self,

before its conception,

to start at the end and end

at the beginning,

to be able see things upside down,

watch yourself living in reverse

to where life is death,

to become what are you already are,

unborn again.

 

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