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you must understand what im feeling. in dying slowly inside. life falling from me liek fallen dropplets in a drain. theres nothing left inside. no secrets left untold. nothing runnign through my veins, nothing left to hold. my fingers pressed tightly together, as if when i let loose my life would slip through. my one secret no one knows but you. you've saved me time and time again but over and over ive failed you. i wish you could see as i do, but i dont think you want to. how do i stop what im feeling? how do i let go of pain? how do i stand consumed in the storm and not get drenched by the rain? i cant let you into my quiet thoughts, i cant let you into my head. i dont think you want to be there either. you have no way of knowing what i think, and you wont, until the day that i decide to let everything out, at which time i will die. a slow and painful death that until then was unheard of.  to realize such a thing, you must be here, with me, inside my head.