Trust that is Divine

Never hearing my word,

Not caring for my opinion,

Cold and twisted,

Weak and senseless,

Lack of trust to me,



You thought I wouldn't mind,

The pain that you've inflicted,

To take your word to heart,

Makes it unbearable to live,

I won't bend to your will,



You thought you were controlling me,

You are mistaken that I'll be your slave,

Listening to what you say,

Stopping all that I find joyous,

Living in hate and pain,



You've lost your control,

You're wrong if you want this mind game,

Ruthless and mean,

Things I've never been to you,

Yet I must endure these tests,



An unjust travesty,

All alone,

Living with you is killing me,

All alone,

So I still have my will,



On my own,

Cuz living isn't worth it anymore,

On my own,

Cuz dying sounds more divine,

On my own,

Cuz nothing really matters anymore,



Fake and stupid,

Things I'll never be to anyone,

I live how I choose,

Even if I cannot breathe,

Just like you...

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