Zombie

Everyday is the same
Same walk
Same expression
Same stupid depression
This depression will eat me alive
Like little worms inside my mind
They’ll eat me from the inside out
And encircle me in never-ending doubt
The emptiness that I feel
I know is more than real
I have no heart or a soul
Inside and out forever cold
There is not a person who can help me
I am too far gone
I am an old lock without a key
Remembering every century
When the worms leave my body
Gone will be all my company
Like everyone else they will leave me
And I will rot alone
Atop of my tombstone
I pray on my victims
But I hope they never come
No one should ever be like me
It’s a painful resort of misery
Maybe someday I will be loved
And fly away with white wings
But for now I am just a zombie
Same walk
Same expression
Same stupid depression
Everyday is the same
Everyone is the same
Pushing me away
To alone deal with the pain

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