Malice Aforethought

strangle me until i cant breathe
stab me in the back and laugh at me
watch me burn in the fire you set
the murder hasn't happened yet
smash my skull and toy with my brain
cut me into pieces and jump rope with my veins
slit my wrists and let me bleed
rip out my heart and i will leave
shock me with your venom words
demand my whole and take my world
shut me out of happy and let dark close in on me
shake me until i cant see
beat the one who loved your soul
ugly as is it made me whole
gone without a thought
i left you for me to rot
tear my limbs off one by one
kill the murderess with her own gun
pull me apart and piece me together again
even now I'm lonely with out your hand
wrap me in hate and bury me in sorrow
pray to God i will not wake up tomorrow
to see or hear about you puts me in hell
because i miss you
but I'm stupid for it
i want you here after all you've done
maybe messed up but I'm not the one
try to understand what i cant
and be stronger than the fact
that i love you but i cant take you back

View envy's Full Portfolio