Leave Me Alone

i don't want you
but i do..
i miss you
but i don't...
i don't understand myself
i wish for you to go away
but you stay...
why cant u leave me
and my unhappy
and just deal with the fact
someday ill leave?
Ive already left you
and moved on
to your best friend
so messed up
you told him it was fine
but i get a different story
a love story
a hate story
a killers story
murderer of the heart
my profession
when did this start
i don't want all of this
i just want you
to go away...
no i don't
i want you to stay
and love me
my unhappy
and ill never leave
but u cant
i don't understand...
why u want me back
when you hate me
you say it to me
you hold it against me
and you want me back
how can i possibly still love someone
who told me he hopes
i go slit my wrists and bleed out
like he thinks i deserve it...
to die
with him my murderer

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