Untitled -- 10.3.2008

I will kill brain cells before

I let myself remember that night.

I will lose my talent in a vain effort to keep them at bay



My friend is dead

But I cannot mourn him

I cannot make the numbness go away



Part of me died that night

Days pass and I tear away at myself.

But who killed it?



Thin masks hide hollowness

Clawmarks cover my stone walls

Tears remain unwept, anger keeps them unspent.



Day by day I lose more as it gets closer.

I will not mourn him.

I will not let the monster win.



My friend is dead

But I cannot mourn him

I cannot make this numbness go away



It killed my friend but It wont win.

No one will touch me

I am not weakening, I am a Phoenix



I stand alone

as I should have all the while.

Pain will be my lover



I am becoming untouchable

Unreachable

... Broken?

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