""""My Fault"""

i sit here waiting but you never call

you wanted to shoot yourself

i feel it's my fault

i was only a child, i couldn't run there

instead i am left, with your death as a fear

i am  so sorry, i tried to run so far

but i was only a child ,with not a strong enough heart



please forgive me, dont leave me now

i messed up my life ,but i somehow  got out

i stayed in the church, prayin on my knees

telling god that i loved you

because you ment everything to me



I sit here waiting, for that call

instead i got dizzy, and died of a broken heart

you said you would shoot yourself

which made me so upset

now i sit here in heaven looking over your head



please forgive me dont leave me now

i messed up my life but somehow i got out

i stayed in the church prayin on my knees

telling god that i loved you

because you ment everything to me

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This is about my friend Rick who killed himself because he lost his mother, RIP 1984-1997

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