Narcissistic Ammunition

You bent the truth

Until I questioned my own mind.

You buried me in darkness

But you couldn’t kill the light.

 

Every conversation was a courtroom in your head,

Twisting every word until I doubted what I said.

You played the victim while you tightened up the chains,

Then called me fucking crazy when I screamed about the pain.

Walking on glass, trying not to make a sound,

You built yourself a throne by tearing everybody down.

You fed me your lies until I swallowed all the blame,

But now I see the monster hiding underneath your name.

 

I remember what you said.

I remember what you did.

You can’t rewrite my story

I refuse to fucking quit!

 

I’M TAKING BACK MY LIFE!

THROWING ALL THE FEAR AWAY!

Your voice inside my head

Won’t control another day!

I’M WALKING FROM THE FIRE!

I’M BREAKING THROUGH THE CHAINS!

You can keep your endless drama

I am finally free again!

 

You love confusion, feeding off reaction,

Chaos is your drug and control is your addiction.

Pull me into battle, then pretend that you’re the saint,

Painting me the villain with a brush dipped in your hate.

But I don’t need revenge ,I just need to let you go.

No more chasing answers that you never fucking owed.

You can argue with the silence, you can scream into the night,

I am finished feeding darkness—I am stepping toward the light!

 

NO MORE FEAR!

NO MORE LIES!

NO MORE SEEING MYSELF

THROUGH YOUR FUCKING EYES!

KEEP THE DRAMA!

KEEP THE BLAME!

YOU DON’T OWN ME!

YOU DON’T GET TO SAY MY NAME!

 

I found the pieces you convinced me I had lost.

I rebuilt my heart no matter what it cost.

The person in the mirror is alive and standing tall.

You tried to make me nothing

Now I know I have it all.

 

I’M TAKING BACK MY LIFE!

THROWING ALL THE FEAR AWAY!

Your voice inside my head

Won’t control another day!

I’M WALKING FROM THE FIRE!

I’M BREAKING THROUGH THE CHAINS!

You can keep your endless drama

 

I am finally free again!

I’m stronger than your anger!

I’m louder than your lies!

You tried to steal my future

But I made it out alive!

 

You told me I was nothing.

You told me I would fall.

But the moment I stopped listening

YOU LOST CONTROL OF IT ALL!

 

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