now that im single

Now that im single, here we go again.

Another twister, another hurricane.

To spin me round and round again,

hoping that this trip wil end.

 

People mit think im sad,

or mad about the ending,

but suprisingly, iv been waiting.

I knew this was coming, I just was

to stupied to let it die, a year  n half ago.

I met somebody that ment so much to me,

we talked for a year, while i was taken,

i promised everything under the sun, and

then when it came down to the day, i didnt.

I know it had to break him, cause it broke me.

I still stayed, and delt with the shit that was being,

shoved down my throught, and forced into my mind.

Well now its finally goodbye, its been a week since you

left my house, and have seen me. Thank god i finally left,

cause you wherent good at all for me. you where slowly

distroying who i am, who i used to be. I lost me for so long,

and when i met that man a year ago, he showed me who i was again.

 

Now its too late, i destoryed what i had, and now its too late,

to try to make things right. But he still has a pieace of my heart,

wrapped around his neck, that i gave to him. It belongs to him,

wether he wants it or not. I still have feelings for him even today.

I hope his life brings him happyness and everything that he wants.

 

Heres  to the new today, the new me, coming out to stay,

wow iv missed you, wont you stay? Help me become a better,

person today?  Heres to being free, heres to being single finally,

wish i would have left a long time ago, maybe i wouldnt have thrown,

everything i had away with the guy i met one cold novemember night.

 

Still in my thoughts, and always will be.

(MWC).

Author's Notes/Comments: 

To MWC. this is to you. i know i destroyed everything, and i was so stupied to think i could fix what couldnt be fixed with my ex bfs ass. and now iv learned. regardless of that, i stil care for you, i know you prob want me to stay away. but i should have left kyle, and started over, and im sorry i destoryed that chance. i still love you. and im sorry for  being so blind, stupied, un caring, and over all a bitch.

View elfy's Full Portfolio