Im sorry, i cant be your friend.

It was 10:30 at night,
when you reached out to me.

I was in bed, half asleep.
Didnt know the number that was, calling me.

I picked it up and took the call,
and relised it was you.

You, again calling me,

asking me, if i was still angery?
Was i still mad? Where we still not friends?

And i said,
Sam we havent been friends for a real long time,
its been years since, you could look me in my eyes.
Theres been too many times, that you've lied.
Too many nights, that you ,where the reason why i cried.

And she said-
Iv changed, im differant now.
You can ask everybody around.
Im not the same as i was before,
iv fixed alot of things that i should have before.

And i said-
Im sorry but i cant belive you,
every other time, you told me the same old storys,
and i belived them all then.
You feed me lies and bullshit, untill you couldnt feed me no more.

You started to cry, over the phone, and i told you,
im sorry, but i cant be your friend anymore.
I havent been your friend, in a long time,
cause your the one, who desided, i wasnt worth straighting out for.

You wanted your new friends, the ones that got you into trubble,
started you on drugs, and helped you drop out.

You didnt want me, your true friend, that was there till the end,
the one that bailed your ass out too many times, the one that took the cigerate from
your hand, the one that dragged your ass to school, and checked your every class to see if you stayed in,

I kept fight for you, cause i was your real friend,
i didnt want to change you, like the rest of them.
I liked who i saw, and i mean we all have flaws.....
but not like that.

I let my heart get broke by you, too many times,
my mind get twisted, and my ears hear.
my mouth kissed, and taste lies.

No more, will i let that happen,
thats why i had to end it,
i couldnt stand, for something that wasnt for me,
i was finally forced to leave.

And your the one who made me.

So once again im sorry sam,
No i cant be your friend again.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This is to a ex friend that hurt me more times then i can ever count, and i let her, over and over again. I refused to give up, and walk away. My other friends, kept tellin me you cant save her, let her go. After all shes done to you, let her go. I kept fighting, and trying to save her, but failed. About 4 months ago i finally offically ended our friendship, and told her i was done. WE havent talked till the other night, and that was by accident. I gave up trying, but i didnt give up in my heart, i hope she fixes her self. I hope she changes, and lives to see her life.

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