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My Thought
Mother
why you had to give me blood in your umbilical cord,
why did you not gave me poison straight to my soul,
you gave me life and thankful I am,
never can repay what your love was meant,
but it would have been nice dont you think,
one less mouth to feed,
one less worried for your thoughts,
did not need to worried,
as you did back in the days,
if at home or in the grave my eyes you would see,
why not think and say,
“I love you, but in heaven watching over me
I would rather have you my son”,
you wont have a reason to cry over me,
not a reasoned for me making you cry,
imagine the people that know me today,
how life would be if I was not here,
no one would cry when I go,
I wont not harm no one,
cause I never saw into there souls,
I wont make no mistakes because I never spoke,
instead of helping them
I some how seems to come out short,
lose things that mean to me,
with simple words and seconds they end,
cant forget, but think ahead,
man I did not want to be place on mother earth,
I would help your crying soul,
but I would be close to your arms,
not far away,
in seconds next by your side,
and not only hopes and wishes,
if I was gone, all would be great,
I wont never cause no one no pain,
my thoughts might be insane,
but alone in the dark sometimes you have no stand,
sit in the freezing soil,
no warmth in my thoughts,
next to the tree who refuses to give my oxygen to talk,
next to the black heaven with no light,
wishing star upon it passes by,
so my wish would be great creator,
great father we call god,
turn back time
and I never want my feet to touch mother earth
