Bestfriends pt2

There is so much anger and pain

The friendship turned to loved then the love drove me insane

I went from being completely independent to not even being able to function

I always said that you wouldn’t catch me in another commitment

Before I met you I truly mint it

There was something about the way you looked into my eyes

Damn girl I could of almost cried

One thing I didn’t see coming was this surprise

Telling me I am the only reason that you are alive

I see the cuts you say I am the only reason that you survived

Then why is it every time we take a step forward you bring it back down

When I tell you I love you I don’t receive the same sweet sound

Whenever I did wrong I was on me knees head on the ground

Yeah I begged for you to forgive me

Kick me out of your life then a week later calling saying you just want to hug me kiss me

Every time I believe you when you say you miss me

Week later come to find out my best friends dick was in your mouth

We scream and shout you tell me you have no clue what I am talking about

I took you word and let it slide three days aside I found out that you lied

I cant believe this was something you would try to hide

Knowing how this would tear up my heart inside and out

Hit my knees because I truly loved her never hit her or shoved her

Cant believe this is what she did this was the one bitch that I thought could have had my kid

Now all I can think about is laying her down in the bed

Raping my hands around her neck until I take her last breath

Fucking my old friends mother for his lack of respect

Don’t come to me friendship what the fuck there is nothing left

Please don’t make me beat you to death

I shared my deepest filling you knew how much this girl mint to me

Didn’t have a Christmas to go to so you went with me

I supported you and so did my family what the fuck made you do this to me

Whenever you were hurting I tried my best to fix it I picked up what ever you lacked

Saying that you are sorry what was that I was to busy pulling the knife out of my back

So now I am suck with the decision of should I leave to mothers babies missin or just walk away

I laid the pistol on the table to listen to what it had to say

Author's Notes/Comments: 

If you have felt this i feel for you
B/c this is some of the hardest shit in the world to get through

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