My Little Outburst

how can this be,

the wool was pulled over my eyes,

right in front of me,

all this back-biting,

all this inside fighting,

one day she likes me,

the next she doesn't,

she no longer invites me in,

no longer wanting us to be friends,

just aquaintances,

trying to make us drift apart,

saying i'm not going to make this easy for you,

trying to make things worse,

trying to make us say this won't work,

yet the more i go without seeing you,

the more i fall in love with you,

because i know that i want to be with you,

i know that i'm in love with you,

even though she might not see,

or even care about how much i care for you,

and how much you care for me,

not caring even if we're happy,

yet you tell me that you're happy,

sometimes even getting mad at me,

cause you say  that if it doesn't bother you,

it shouldn't bother me,

you call me weak,

saying i'm stupid,

yeah i am stupid,

stupidly in love with you,

even though you might not see,

i'm just not afraid to say how i feel,

i try not to ignore the problems at hand,

and if these characteristics show me being less than a man,

than so be it,

yeah it bothers me not to be with my baby,

yeah this antimosity and awkwardness gets to me,

yet i listen to you,

try to be just like you,

but i can't,

i need you,

i want you,

i love you,

and until these feelings go away,

i have to secretly  tell you how i feel,

but just know,

the more i go without seeing,

the more i fall in love with you,

cause i'm truly,madly,and deeply  in love with my princess......(ccm)




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