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Confusion
It's too much,
there is too much,
and I don't know what to do.
I'm not used to this kind of treatment,
people treating me like...I'm a queen.
And I'm sitting here crying,
because I'm so utterly confused.
What's happened to me?
That child I used to be?
Men falling over me,
I'm not even trying.
My heart wants to love someone,
but I don't know what to do.
There is too much.
The men I thought I loved, left me,
I left thoes behind that I couldn't love.
But they still love me.
And I can't be there for any of them.
I am too far away now.
I am in my new land, where they will not roam.
I've never been so confused.
I don't deserve this kind of treatment.
I am not acting like a queen.
Why is this happening to me?
And why am I not rejoycing?
I can't believe how much I've changed.
I never thought it would come to this.
Never in a thousand years.
People loving me for who I am.
People loving me.
Too overwhelming...this change..
my life..exciting...meaningful...
So utterly confused.
