overthinking

How can i stop the depression when its strangling me. Choking
the life out of me. The scars are multiplying. I dont remember
a time when i wasnt scared. I hate pictures because my smile
looks forced. Every week panic attacks reign. I cant breathe
and i feel so alone its me against the world and im fighting to
live through each day nights are the hardest because i think to
much it consumes me. Im so stupid. I cant care or ill get hurt
like i used but im sick of being numb maybe i Should just
disappear

Author's Notes/Comments: 

sometimes i just cant get my mind to shut off

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