i'm sorry

im sorry!
that im such a horrible person
im pathetic and weak
ill never reach a single goal
im stupid and mean
i have a tainted soul.
a heart is a shattered mirror
that hurts more putting back together
so i let the pieces fall
theres so much blame
im trapped in a inescapable wall.
i cant look at my wrists
bleeding out shame
hopeless and lost
confused and abused
by my own self
vicious cycle
my fragile mind
ive been left behind
to many times
they say in time ill heal
but the pain just gets more real
im ignored. invisible. who would care?
im own my own
but thats ok
im used to being alone.
im sorry i cant handle life
im sorry ive lost control
im so fucking sorry
but its hard not to give up
maybe this is the end
but when did it even begin
im sorry

Author's Notes/Comments: 

im not the best of people

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